Profile Response: Ed Curtis, Senior Civil Engineer, FEMA, Oakland, CA

HWWLT Logo on yellowMuch of the Southern California coast is a long beach with tall cliffs. The cliffs, topped with pricey real estate, are erodible. According to Ed Curtis, we have two options. “Option one; stabilize the bluff and eventually lose the beach. Option two; provide beach nourishment by planting dunes. Beach nourishment is not sustainable. All the rivers we’ve dammed have stopped natural sediment, which would have naturally distributed sand. There is no natural replenishment.”

Ed Curtis is an upbeat guy with a ready smile, a bum knee, and a grim prognosis for tomorrow. He was also my college roommate, fellow civil engineering student, and best man at my wedding. For the past ten years or so, Ed’s been an engineer in FEMA’s Mitigation Division, where his focus is how the water meets land, during storms and rising seas.

floodloss-mapFEMA is responsible for creating and maintaining the maps that establish the 100-year flood zone, an all-important line that determines flood insurance requirements and affects the development of millions of acres in the United States. Everyone wants property on the water; no one wants it designated in the 100-year flood zone. From an engineering perspective, its a big task but not all that difficult. From a political perspective, it’s a nightmare. “FEMA’s regulations state that manmade barriers are not factored into flood control. But if someone’s built a levee around a retention pond, and they raise a ruckus, there will be debate.”

images-3The Mitigation Division’s charge is to make communities more resilient, so fewer natural disasters occur, and when they do, community response saves lives. Ed attends many CERC meetings – Community Engagement and Risk Communication. His task is to inspire community groups and elected officials to take mitigation action: rezoning, erecting hard barriers, and creating evacuation plans. “It’s difficult for us, as engineers, to convince people to make major changes.” That’s why FEMA has contracted with Oglesby Communications to craft a story around the engineering facts that will help motivate communities to action.

images-1Congress requires that FEMA assess their maps every five years to determine whether the represent current conditions. They’ve also funded map updates to create digital maps. But the land and the sea continue to change faster than FEMA can track. Ed’s current focus is to digitally update all of California’s coastal maps. The plan requires FEMA to make new maps, but has no provision for assessing how sea level rise will affect them. FEMA created a pilot project to apply their 2050 / 2100 sea level model to San Francisco’s open coast. Unfortunately, the model indicated that sea level rise would actually amplify the impact of a 100-year storm. Twelve inches of sea level rise resulted in storm waves 36” to 54” higher than what the city experiences currently under those conditions.

images-2Ed believes the sea is rising, but not everyone in Congress is on board with that science. FEMA’s coastal mapping effort is limited to documenting existing conditions; it does not address how conditions will shift as the climate changes. There’s is a glimmer that Congress is catching up. “The 2012 Flood Insurance Bill requires some extrapolative work to map future conditions.” For Congress, that represents a giant step.

Regardless of how we map and project, Ed doesn’t see long-term engineering solutions as viable options along California’s long coast. “Mitigation, from a climate change perspective, has to be adaptation.”

How will we live tomorrow?

Screen Shot 2015-12-05 at 5.34.05 PM“I’m not optimistic. Poor little Morgan (Ed’s granddaughter); I don’t think the planet can support the affluence Americans are used to. I think the damage is irreversible. The persistent drought has already changed some areas.

“The question is, how quickly can we respond when areas that we rely on for agriculture are no longer viable? Right now we don’t have the political will to make long-term commitments. I think the time is now, or it’s already passed. We will pay the consequences.”

 

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Profile Response: Juliette Hayes, Risk Analysis Branch Chief, Mitigation Division, FEMA Region IX, Oakland, CA

HWWLT Logo on yellow“Disasters are 100% political.” For a federal employee, Juliette Hayes says downright radical things. Yet she gets away with it because: one, she’s right; and two, you know she’s coming from a place that wants to help, not hinder. She’s also smart and persuasive and adheres to Dr. Helen Caldicott’s dictum that ‘a woman in pearls can say anything.’ Juliette’s title, Risk Analysis Branch Chief, Mitigation Division, FEMA Region IX, entitles her to a corner office, albeit the smallest one I’ve ever seen. The sun pours through her twin windows. The space is both toasty and cozy, but Juliette’s assessment of FEMA’s strengths and challenges is cool and analytical.

Juliette grew up in San Francisco, studied social policy and planning, attended the London School of Economics and returned to the Bay Area in 2000. Juliette decided to work for the government instead of a non-profit, “I wasn’t prepared to be an armchair activist. If you want to make real change, you have to be in the thick of things.” Most people don’t understand FEMA’s scale. “FEMA is one of the largest development agencies in the United States. Wimgres-2e use the lens of emergency, but we are on par with HUD on development.”
Juliette began working at FEMA in 2004. The following year the country was hit by three hurricane disasters. “Mississippi and Louisiana after Katrina were two different disasters. The Mississippi effort was good. Mississippi has a paternalistic tradition, which may not always be a positive, but is great in a disaster. Louisiana had none of that.” FEMA changed many procedures after Katrina, but “FEMA always designs to the last disaster,” so the changes may or may not be relevant to new calamities.

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FEMA is divided into four divisions. Response provides water, food, fuel and shelter immediately post-disaster. Recovery captures the largest chunk of FEMAs budget. It restores infrastructure, which usually takes three months to a year after a disaster. Individual Assistance provides money to individuals to restore private property. FEMA distributes that money but doesn’t track how it is spent. Finally, there is Mitigation, Juliette’s division, charged with reducing or eliminating threats. Mitigation is the only division whose focus is pre-disaster. “We are the least cool group. When we are successful, it’s not on the news. It’s hard to get funding for mitigation since there’s no political will behind it.”

imgresJuliette is reasoned in assessing FEMA. “We should be better. We should address what’s broken. We should work toward sustainability and resilience If we have to address climate change and resiliency, we need to do it in a thoughtful way.” But she knows that there are hard choices ahead. “We are going to have to go eminent domain on water rights. It is going to become a property rights issue.” And she speculates whether FEMA provides a crutch that hinders local responses to disaster. “If we didn’t have FEMA, what would disasters look like? Would communities be stronger?”

imgres-1FEMA also struggles with governmental fiats that hinder technological capabilities. FEMA flood control maps, which establish flood insurance requirements throughout the country, are approved by Congress. The maps are supposed to be updated every five years. But real time mapping data exists. “What does it mean to have five year old ‘legal’ data, when newer, more accurate data is available?”

The number of natural disasters is escalating, and FEMA’s fundamental charge is to provide relief. However, the more FEMA can expend resources to avoid disasters, the fewer emergencies we may face. “We are trying to promote Smart and Safe growth. Let rising tides and flood plains follow their natural course.”

images-4Juliette is excited that San Francisco, Oakland and Berkeley are among the 100 Rockefeller Communities around the world, places examining long-term resiliency strategies. “We need a balanced approach to natural hazard mitigation. It can include short term, like adding culverts to divert runoff, as well as long-term, like providing financial incentives to limit coastal development. There’s money to do this work. FEMA, NOAA, EPA, we all have money. But the money is project focused. Projects have to meet specific criteria. Some good ideas; far-reaching, all-inclusive ideas; fall outside of the funding realm.”

How will we live tomorrow?

IMG_4678“My happy vision is that we are more collaborative and solution oriented. Data is part of getting us to that place. I’m going to stop there. The other vision is the one I see on the news every day.”

 

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Profile Response: Peter Shalek, Joyable, San Francisco, CA

HWWLT Logo on yellowPeter Shalek wanted to be a therapist. “I read Freud and Jung at age 16. I’m interested in why people do the things we do.” As a college freshman Peter began a laundry service and enjoyed building a business. which led him, after completing a math degree at Columbia, to business school. But his interest in what makes us tick persisted. “I shadowed emergency docs at Stanford to see what business opportunities existed. There were so many patients with mental health issues.”

imagesThe result of Peter’s twin passions is Joyable, online Cognitive Behavior Therapy. While the average cost of a single visit for traditional therapy is $162, Joyable provides CBT software plus a personal coach for $99 a month. “The software handles the therapy. Our coaches’ goal is to get clients motivated. The coach gives feedback and is proactive if the client’s not following through.”

IMG_4706Joyable recently moved to start-up chic offices in the South of Market district. The company has grown from a staff of five in May, to thirty the day Peter and I met. Five more employees were starting the next week. Staff growth centers on new coaches, to maintain an consistent client to coach ratio as subscriptions rise. “We have unlocked a lot of demand, though we can’t get below $99 a month and offer personal coaching.”

Just as Amazon began its online retail empire selling books and CD’s that people didn’t feel the need to see and touch before buying, Joyable is strategic in the therapy it offers. Its first therapeutic product addresses anxiety. “Social anxiety is well suited to online interaction; these folks don’t want to meet others in person.”

images-1Peter interviewed clinicians and patients to develop a series of computer-based activities that clients use in a self-help way to become more comfortable with social interaction. “CBT is about putting yourself in a difficult situation, learning that failure is rare, but that if you fail, you can rebound. For people with mild anxiety, an activity might be to invite someone for coffee. For those with serious anxiety, going to the grocery store might create a success.”

Joyable accepted their first clients in March of 2015. They have a core therapy program in place and a clinical consulting group that guides its evolution. At present, no insurers provide reimbursement for services, nor has Joyable determined what therapies to offer next, though Peter sees opportunity in treating depression and PTSD.

Screen Shot 2015-12-04 at 4.45.55 PMAt the party celebrating the company’s first year in business, 30-year-old Peter realized joyfully, “I never impacted so many people in one year.” Like all San Francisco start-ups, growth is embedded in the Joyable business model, and as Joyable grows, Peter will impact more lives. “We want everyone to lead a better life through better mental health.”

How will we live tomorrow?

square-pete“I’ll speak to mental health, since that’s where I spend my time. Ten years from today, we will think of mental health at a social level, the same as physical health. Thirty years ago people did not talk about physical health. Now we share about cancer and talk about weight loss. We will get to the same place with mental health and evaluation of feelings.

“Joyable is part of that evolution. We start by normalizing a mental health experience, then we help people act on it.”

 

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Profile Response: Jessica, Good Vibrations, San Francisco CA

HWWLT Logo on yellowSan Francisco is renowned as a place of sexual exploration, at least by American standards. I met a body artist who creates fire-breathing brassieres. She suggested I take my question to Good Vibrations, a female-owned sex shop. When I stopped by 603 Valencia on a Tuesday morning, the sales clerk said, “I can talk for a few moments until someone comes in, but if you are going to write about us, please don’t use my name.” We may be sexually liberated, but we’re still wary of having our names attached to it. Let’s call her Jessica.

imgres-1Good Vibrations is the Nordstrom’s of sex shops. The Mission District store is spacious and well appointed. The vibrators are displayed with the same care as a vase at Pottery Barn. Joani Blank opened Good Vibrations in 1977; there are now seven locations in San Francisco and one in Brookline, MA, which certainly shifts my image of that staid Boston suburb.

imgresJessica invited me to peruse, and suggested I start in the book section. The Sex and Pleasure Book – Good Vibrations Guide to Great Sex for Everyone, penned by Good Vibrations Staff Sexologist Carol Queen PhD and Shar Rednour, is prominently displayed. “We recommend that as an excellent general guide to sexual exploration.” There’s also a range of more specific titles, celebrating and dissecting sex for people with disabilities, seniors, transgendered, groups, even fat girls.

Moving clockwise around the shop I found colorful displays of condoms, lubricants, and elegantly shaped vibrators that might have been inspired by Juan Miro figures. “Try anything you like. Just let me know if you have a problem turning something off.” Jessica assumed that turning these objects on was intuitive. I didn’t actually touch anything in the store. Partly because I wasn’t buying. Partly because I was squeamish. After all, it was only my second day in San Francisco.

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That didn’t stop me from marveling at dildos of all shapes, colors and anatomically impressive sizes. Are the bright blue ones popular among people with a thing for Smurfs? Then there are ‘packers’ that give the illusion of a penis where perhaps there isn’t one. “There is no gender definition here.” Jessica explained. “No products are marketed by gender, as gender identity has nothing to do with what parts people have.” Or what parts provide sexual satisfaction.

imagesThe area with cuffs, whips and leashes confirmed my Nordstrom’s suspicions. Domination at Good Vibrations is a light affair. Velcro cuffs and flexible crops give the illusion of bondage rather than the actual danger of metal locks and barbed whips. Nothing in Good Vibrations is going to draw blood. Ultimately, the sexual satisfaction espoused by Good Vibrations is a sweet one, right down to the edible bras, nipple tassels, and garters. There are likely other stores in San Francisco, less well lit and airy, where true dungeon wear can be found, for a price.

How will we live tomorrow?

images-2“Interest in sexuality and access to sexual exploration is increasing. That is a good thing. It allows people to be more comfortable with their bodies and their preferences.”

 

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Profile Response: Shannon Weber, San Francisco, CA

HWWLT Logo on yellowShannon Weber is the mother of three teenagers. Shannon Weber is a Social Worker in a program for pregnant women with HIV. Shannon Weber is an artist (www.loveyou2.org). Shannon Weber is a subversive who mounts her art in public places without permission. But whether mother, social worker, artist or activist, Shannon Weber spreads love.

Shannon Weber’s art is simple, yet profound. She creates messages, love notes, and posts them on walls and fences, often in poor or industrial landscapes. She humanizes these places and reaches out to people who may not feel embraced. “It’s about capturing the connection between us. We want to love and be loved.”

images-6When Shannon’s children were young, she had to travel for work. She left ‘I love you’ notes on the refrigerator, then on the fence outside their house. “When I tell my kids I love them, I am telling myself as well.” Others saw Shannon’s notes and responded in love and gratitude.

Creating and posting love notes became a family project. “I keep signs in my car. My kids have an intuitive sense about good places for notes.” Once mounted, Shannon is unattached to her work. “It’s enough to do it for me and my kids. I also do it in response to my own need; it’s my radical rebuttal to the news and media.” But her signs are usually well maintained, sometimes embellished, evidence that they’re meaningful to others as well.

“I didn’t think of myself as an artist until I started love notes. Now I see my whole life as art. Being an artist is the fulfillment of my true self.”

IMG_4663“When I first started doing this, people would say, ‘are you looking to meet someone?’ I would say, ‘yes, I just met you.’” Like many artists, Shannon’s work is evolving. Her first notes almost all had the word ‘love’ in them. Then she created a set with high schoolers in mind that used ‘like’ and ‘cool’. More recently she’s developed a project that’s more participatory, 5×7 sheets with a few words and blank lines that people can complete.

images-4Four years after Shannon began ‘love notes’ her brother committed suicide. At his service, people said wonderful things about him. Shannon wondered whether expressed their feelings while he was alive, or whether he could hear this from the other side. That service reaffirmed her commitment to her project. Hearing that story stirred my own shortcomings in sharing love, a word I sometimes write, occasionally say on the phone, but rarely voice in person. Why is it so hard for me, and many others, to say the word? Stating an emotion so powerful face to face, out loud, is daunting. Perhaps Shannon’s art can make it easier.

images“In my job, I worked with a couple, a straight couple, who came forward about having HIV. Their disclosure drew negative comments. I made signs, ‘Love is the answer’ and connected them to the couple’s statement. I helped to celebrate their courage rather than denigrate their disease.” Shannon’s signs helped turn the conversation around. “Hatred doesn’t honor what we have in common. What we have in common is love and wanting to be loved.”

How will we live tomorrow?

IMG_4665“The only thing we need for us to live tomorrow is to foster human connection. We have such abundance – of stuff and information – but we are going to thrive on human connection.

“I see a world of love notes. I want to travel the world in an Airstream and post love notes wherever we need them.”

 

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Profile Response: Lisa Feldstein, San Francisco, CA

HWWLT Logo on yellowGood fortune shined on me when Lisa Feldstein invited me to stay with her family my first night in San Francisco. As a former member of the San Francisco Planning Commission and candidate for Board of Selectman who placed third in a field of twenty-two, Lisa is savvy to the inner workings of the City by the Bay. She provided the perfect introduction to a place whose political, social, and economic landscapes are as steep and sharply defined as its geography.

images“Everything here is about land.” San Francisco is a peninsula, and like all cities surrounded by water, boundaries are firm. Except to the south, you’re either in San Francisco, or you are on the other side of the bay. The city has always been wealthy and rich in civic pride. San Francisco was the principal port of our nation’s westward expansion and hosted the splendid 1915 Pan American Exposition less than ten years after the devastating 1906 earthquake to demonstrate its resilience. Until World War II, when Southern California mesmerized our psyche, San Francisco was the major city and power center of the West. “The land border used to be further south, but the State legislature reigned it in long ago to try and curb San Francisco’s influence.” These days, San Francisco is dense packed, desirable, and wealthy. It boasts the highest real estate values in the country; a distinction not everyone applauds.

imgres-1“The concept of participatory democracy is different here. It’s like a New England town meeting with 850,000 people. Things take a long time. There are many public hearings and opportunities for the public to weigh in.” I asked Lisa whether that was good. “No. If you elect people, you should let them do what they were elected to do. People understand San Francisco by their neighborhood. How do you make informed decisions at the city scale?” To demonstrate her point, Lisa hauled out her 200-page ballot book for November’s upcoming election. “This is light. Last year’s was over 500 pages.”

San Francisco’s latest infusions of wealth are technology companies seeking urban vitality rather than Silicon Valley banality. Twitter, Uber, Autodesk, and Dropbox help drive San Francisco. One hot issue this election was Proposition F, a measure to limit Airbnb-style rentals in the city. Proponents contend it contributes to escalating real estate prices and deteriorating neighborhood cohesion. Airbnb is headquartered in San Francisco. Not many cities would stir the pot aimgresgainst a local business success, but San Francisco can afford to bite a hand that feeds it. (The election occurred after my visit. Airbnb spent $8 million against the proposition, which failed 55% to 45%.)

Lisa teaches in the Masters of Public Affairs program at University of California San Francisco. The curriculum includes speech writing, lobbying, policy, and research. Most of Lisa’s students have a local, rather than national focus. They know San Francisco’s political energy doesn’t reverberate through the rest of our country. There is a lot of activity here, but the bandwidth of discussion is rather narrow. As Lisa puts it, “There is only the left here.”

imgres-2This semester Lisa is teaching a qualitative research course and a labor seminar. “The labor movement is in tatters, and it’s about to get a whole lot worse.” At present, if you work in an open shop, you can join the union and pay the member’s fee to cover political and lobbying work of the union, as well as the direct costs of bargaining. If you don’t join the union, you pay an agency fee that just covers the direct costs the union provides to that shop. “The Supreme Court is hearing a case out of Southern California brought by a teacher’s union that argues all union work is political, questioning the legitimacy of the agency fee. The Supreme Court has sent out messages over the past few years that it would welcome a case like this. It is likely they will get rid of agency fees.”

Although Lisa is active on national issues, she’s keen on local issues, which are often harbingers of problems still emerging beyond the Left Coast. The flip side of San Francisco’s affluence is its large and visible homeless population. “The homeless are one of our big community challenges. There are advocates who say we aren’t doing enough and need to provide more services. And there are people who just want them gone. They don’t care where the go, they just want them gone.”

imgres-3My time in the city confirmed Lisa’s assessment. San Francisco is full of street people; pimply scars on San Francisco’s pristine complexion. I witnessed citizens and police officers rough them over in ways I never observed in Portland or Seattle. The city is crowded, the chasm between the haves and have-nots is immense; the friction created when they run up against each other is palpable.

How will we live tomorrow?

Screen Shot 2015-12-03 at 5.43.30 PM“Resources are shrinking rapidly. Over the next hundred years we will have water issues, whether it’s privatized or public, how equitably it’s allocated.

“As educational divides grow, we are going to see more discontent among the less educated. The world will be a more violent place. Borders will be less important but protected more.

“We have this spasm of religious fervor. It will shape global politics and be a more defining factor than race is right now.

“Climate change will be the other defining factor. Can we grow enough food to feed ourselves? I see the most interest in solving that problem coming from the least developed countries. I see power shifting to the global south.”

 

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Profile Response: Michael Bridge at McDonald’s, Sebastopol, CA

HWWLT Logo on yellowThe United States is a nation of many rooms. On my journey, I’ve spent many good hours in two places I call ‘America’s Living Room’. One is the public library found in most every town. The second is McDonald’s, which is also found in almost every town, and keeps longer hours.

I spend a lot of time in McDonald’s and celebrate its merits. Besides being ubiquitous, McDonald’s are clean, the Wi-Fi is good, the staff is uniformly friendly, and a dollar plus applicable tax, will buy me all the coffee or PowerAde I want while I linger for hours. But what I like most about McDonald’s is the range of people I meet there. Although some may not admit it, everyone goes to McDonald’s: single moms, teenagers, elderly, businessmen, homeless, handicapped, Hispanic, women alone, girls together, birthday partiers, motorcyclists; even bicycle tourists. I’ve met a wide range of people at McDonald’s, and many of them are chatty. Starbucks’ demographic is narrower and glued to their devices. Folks at McDonald’s are more inclined to shoot the breeze.

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Following is an actual conversation I overheard between two middle-aged men at the McDonald’s in Sebastopol, CA. It had been going on for some time, in the same vein; before I realized it’s value and began to transcribe:

“What does government mean to you?”

“Government is a wounded word. Government is what produces life. It is a choreography. It is nature’s prerogative.”

“I don’t know what that means, but it feels absolutely right.”

“Each morsel of the universe contains within it the entire knowledge and meaning of the universe.”

“It is all connected. It is all the center and there is no center at all.”

“Ultimately, god is the center and god is the surface.”

“But what is your point of reference? Where is the center of infinity?”

“You are providing me with a point of reference by sitting at the table with me. We provide each other a point of reference. Points of reference are what we give our attention to, what invites our attention, what commands our attention. There’s a difference between inviting attention and demanding it.”

“The point of reference for our lives is America. It is the wedding of everything. It is the wedding that holds us here, that invented us, and that reinvents and reinvents us.”

“It is an expression of nature.”

“Look at how a word finds its way out through our mouth and our ears. The journey a word has taken to arrive here in this morning. How the sounds and the meanings and the feeling have found each other. How those feelings have found each other and put themselvees together to create something that has value.”

“Perception.”

“I think value. Value comes before perception. We wouldn’t bring things forward unless we thought they had value. And yet value has perception.”

At that point I stopped eavesdropping and introduced myself to Michael Bridge and his companion, Paul. Paul was finished his coffee and rose to leave, though he called me later to talk more. Michael used to live in Cambridge. “In 2004, when the Red Sox were eleven games out of first place, I made a bet they would win the World Series and break Babe Ruth’s curse. That series confirmed my faith in the impossible.”

IMG_5347Michael’s son Joshua wrote a book, A Book About Life, when he was five years old. It’s only eight pages but it contains a clear and enduring philosophy. Michael sold it to MIT students. Joshua is grown now, a programmer in Oxnard, but his father still carries copies of the book. Michael gave me one. He autographed it ‘Childhood is forever.’

 

 

IMG_5348Michael’s also an author. He’s written a pamphlet on the system of six hand signals he created that people can use in conversation to indicate how they are responding to what is being said without verbal disruption. The signals include: inviting, retreat, pause, distress, inner stirring, and urgent inner stirring. He’s also written Pillow Mountain: Notes on Inhabiting a Living Planet, a beautiful book with thoughtful ideas and charming sketches. “I’m starting an earth government. The earth was created as a sphere. Everyone sits at the head and the center. When we get out of the circle our center becomes distorted.”

Eventually Michael left. Lunch rush was on and my coffee empty. As often happens during a McDonald’s break, the people around me proved more interesting than my laptop. I left with two books and the affirmation that a trip to McDonald’s is an adventure. You never know whom you are going to meet in America’s Living Room.

How will we live tomorrow?

IMG_4566“By deepening our relationship with the very question you ask. Let the question arise and let it resolve itself. When we focus on answers rather than questions we lose inquiry and adopt fixed ways of thinking.”

 

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Profile Response: Aaron Yaris, Santa Rosa, CA

HWWLT Logo on yellow“Society is full of people chasing stuff that will kill them. Each day we decide to wake up or go to sleep; to engage in life or escape it; to grow a garden or go to Vegas.” Aaron Yaris could be a preacher, maybe even a prophet. He’s a big man with a booming voice who intones memorable phrases with pronounced certainty. Like the Prodigal Son, he’s visited the edge of excess and returned to testify how life should be lived. In Aaron’s case, excess took the form of overeating. He keeps a photo of his immense girth before his epiphany. Aaron lost over 200 pounds, took up exercise, and became a raw vegan. Now his fitness and food regimen is his way of life. “Meat makes you feel sated. But I overdid it. I ate like eight hamburgers. After I lost weight I had energy. I walked, then started biking. I was empty-minded in the beginning. I felt invincible. Then I found obstacles, but I just kept getting back up.”

imgresAaron met his partner Marian at the Hog Farm, Wavy Gravy’s commune, “a place where people are expressing themselves without outside interference; no money, no mortgages.” Marian grew up in a Lesbian community outside Portland, OR; Aaron was born to hippie parents and adopted by a pair of college intellectuals. They lead a home-centered life. Their living room is home school classroom for their five children, ages one through nine. Their kitchen looks like a lab; jars raw vegan food in various stages of fermentation. Their spare bedroom is an office; they both work from home in the medical marijuana business. Despite somewhat unorthodox backgrounds, Marian feels unsupported by how her family lives. “My parents have offered to pay tuition for the kids in private school, but they won’t help us home school.”

IMG_4561“My body is a gift.” Aaron has a keen appreciation for his trimmer self. “I had to learn to eat well because my metabolism burns energy slow. When we cook our food, we have a physical degradation of our bodies and a mental degradation of our psyches. Cooking our food is an extension of eating the apple in Eden. We will go to great lengths to have cooked food.”

Aaron is also aware how his new way of being moderates his labile temperament. “I am an extremely unbalanced person. I’m celebratory, high energy, then depressed. I have this Joseph Campbell thing to ‘follow your bliss’. I find it on my bike. The bike is more than a means of transportation. It is a form of enlightenment.”

Aaron is proud of being radical, “You’re not going to meet anyone more ‘out there’ than me.” Yet, because he and Marian live in opposition to so many norms, their family is bound tight. “Americans have more stuff and artificial choices, but we are actually the most oppressed people in the world.”

imagesAaron and Marian also believe that their way of living is ultimately sustainable. “The ecological impact of meat is immense. One pound of beef takes 2000 gallons of fresh water to produce. California is the canary in the water mine. It hasn’t hit the rest of the world yet.” But when it does, being raw vegan won’t seem radical. It will seem prophetic.

How will we live tomorrow?

IMG_4562“We are going to live in proportion to how we want to live. What does it mean to say, ‘we will live better’? That’s meaningful? The will is the key word. We will live as well as we prepare.” – Aaron

“If I said how could we live, I think it is going vegan. The world isn’t made peaceful by wearing an Ohm tattoo. Check your carbon footprint and change.” – Marian

 

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Profile Response: Lindy Ruddiman, Napa, CA

HWWLT Logo on yellowPeople grow grapes and produce wine in Modesto. People grow grapes and produce wine in Napa. But the people aren’t the same; the wine isn’t the same. Modesto is a Gallo town, politically Red with sizzling summers. Napa is a cooler, Bluer preserve of boutique vineyards. As I climbed the pass outside of Fairfield and left the Central Valley behind I didn’t just enter a more temperate climate. I entered a set of different sensibilities. The light is less harsh, as are the social and political attitudes. People are less strident; more comfortable with ambiguity.

imgresLindy Ruddiman was raised in Yreka and studied Art at Humboldt State. She married a Harvard guy who went into the wine business. They had two daughters, now grown; got divorced; stayed friends; and still work together. They each remarried. Lindy’s second marriage didn’t stick. She owns a bungalow on a quiet side street in Napa, converted the garage to her studio, and rents out the in-law apartment to a friend. They each have little dogs, which are also friends.

Screen Shot 2015-11-30 at 4.55.03 PMLindy designs wine labels and takes ‘bottle shot’ photographs. Like any pursuit, it’s more complex than meets the eye. Labels have to be evocative; they have to grab a wine buyer’s attention. But there are technical details of paper and sheen and application during production. Lindy’s deliberate during the gestation period of design. “I have a new label I’ve been thinking about. The wine is called Solano, which is the name of the next county but also the name of an Indian chief. The wine maker wants a Native American reference, but Solano is a Spanish word; Spanish Padres gave the chief that name. I’m trying to figure out how to evoke the Native American without being insensitive. This isn’t the Redskins.” Lindy lets ideas percolate. Then she creates graphics on the computer. “The sketching happens here,” she points to her head, “and the computer makes is visible. I get better results working right on the computer rather than trying to translate hand work.”

IMG_4549Lindy was looking forward to a weekend with her former husband and his wife. For many, socializing with an ex- and their spouse would be unpleasant, if not downright impossible. I’d like to think that being able to accommodate changing relationships over time, to accept the good aspects of people we loved even when our love has changed, is a positive thing. But it requires that we persevere the discomfort of transition, that we accept change with out harsh judgment, and embrace different forms of connection. Characteristics we should all aspire to, but are perhaps easier to attain in a land of good wine.

How will we live tomorrow?

IMG_4550“I am an optimist. I look at all the little things in life. We will make mistakes. We will struggle. But we will make it.”

 

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Profile Response: Jeannette and Jerry Neuberger, Lodi, CA

HWWLT Logo on yellowJeannette and Jerry Neuberger occupy a quarter acre oasis in the midst of drought-induced calamity. During my time in the Central Valley I heard many tales of drought. Some of them implored God for rain; others damned Obama and Pelosi. Some people wanted more dams, others more pipelines. Everyone wanted rain, or even better, snow in the Sierras.

 

images copyThe most common fable I heard goes something like this: ‘we grow the nation’s crops, so the country has to provide us the water the we need, and by the way it’s uncomfortable in this desert, so we also need to keep our lawns and foliage.’ As I witnessed less conservation in the Central Valley than in the Pacific Northwest or along the California coast, my empathy dwindled to a trickle.

images-1Jeannette and Jerry were like a summer shower that dissipates heat. Sure, we talked about water: it’s topic number one in the Central Valley. But Jeannette and Jerry spoke from an informed, rather than emotional center. They knew the history of 1972’s Central Valley Project Improvement Act and the State Water Project. They acknowledged the political shortcomings that continue water flow into Kern County’s desert despite agreements to only open the spigot when there’s surplus. They’re flummoxed by agreements that provide water at $200 per acre-foot that can be resold for $6000 per acre-foot. They’re frustrated by how the water interests line politician’s pockets to continue unsustainable policies. They understand, “there will be no solution to this water problem until we stop framing the desert.” Yet, they’re not immobilized by these realities.

IMG_4528Jeannette and Jerry live in a charming 1920’s era bungalow a few blocks from downtown Lodi. They’ve added solar on the roof and built a sizable greenhouse in the backyard. They’re a net electricity generator – their electrical meter runs backwards – and they grow a good amount of food in a tight urban space. Their steps toward self-sufficiency may be tiny compared to the mammoth political, economic, and climate issues that determine the regions water woes. But at least they are doing something.

How will we live tomorrow?

images“The short answer for us in Lodi is a huge cesspool from Stockton to San Francisco if the powers that be continue to get the water they want to divert to the desert.” – Jeannette

“I’m hoping more people live like we do with our own garden and solar. But I’m concerned about the initial investment. When I look at the cost of land and real estate today, I don’t see how they are going to do it.” – Jerry

 

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